now is 25th of december....
it was X'MAS....
be4 this year....
X'MAS is nothing for me...
because i'm not a christian.....
it really means nothing for me.....
i just know, it is a public holiday, and all of my family members are at home...
and....nothing specials happened.....
i still can remember last x'mas...
i went to the "hapyai"....
ermmmm....
at the time.....
i really...feel nothing as the time is....time to break up with him....
yooo....1 years liao....sooo fast.....
it juz like three months ago....
last year, that time, although is the time, i.......XXXXXXXXXXXXX
but, that time, i din feel any unhappy....juz RELAX.....
it is very comfortable without that guys....
i think.....i'm not really like him....
because, i really feel....轻松that moment....
yooo, dun say that guy la....really... geli when i thought back.....
how can i ????fren with this person....i really tak ada mata....
but nvm......i'm stupid last time.....
and...i'm not interest in these things now....NO!
but i will start searching....^^
but, really.....form five and these few years.....
i will study hard...and i wanna earn money...not the little money, i want...earn many $$$ for myself n family....really...i will try hard....
anyways.....I'M NOT INTEREST IN SUCH THINGS NOW...
i dunno, really....i feel the life now is very good...
and...i really think, these things happened when i'm grow up....随缘
now....i making friend with you, YOU!!!
i say the BLOGGER....^^(blek)
but...the point i wrote this blog is....
i felt unhappy, worried n scare..........
really scare wat will happened to me and the new school......
i cannot c the road infront....
i dunno wat i want to be now....
i scare i will regret...
i scare the ppl here not like me....
i scare my result in spm is no good...
i scare my result is not as good as the level here...
i scare....i scare i will fail.....
i scare i forgot all the thing i learnt...especially add math....
my best subject is addmaths.....
i really for got some of that....
i really scare....scare for everything.....
i scare i will lose many things....like my fren....
my heart.........it cannot beat in normal and stable.........
i hate the feeling like that......
it just like something bad will happen to me....
i hate it!
hate it!
this kind of feeling..........really very scared...
everytime i have this feeling is..........
i din do my homework....and the teacher is very.......fierce
and...the homework is.....sooo much, and i will get scold or....something...
it make me 冒冷汗 everytime........
HATE IT!
actually....yesterday,i cant sleep because of this....
how?nobody can help me....YOU always help me....but...
yesterday i'm lazy to turn you on, sign you in, and type on ur body.....
BUT! finallt i can sleep in....half an hours....^^
wau..... how long i type??
^^ nevermine la....so long din updated already....
and now i feel better!!!
so............can i make my x'mas wish now?
erm..........
okay.....
hope it will come true in this year!^^
i will try my best to do it!
you too.....gud nite and sweet dream!!!
1 条评论:
dun worry ,everything will be alright.it's no way to worry abt it as u step in ur new school.now u havent go in yet,who knows the future right?just be urself,and be urself,hahahaah.although this sounds funny,but it's true=P
as ur good friend,i hope u will be always happy.=)
dun forget watever u r sad abt,worry abt or unhappy abt,u still having me as ur good friend,i am a good listener=)
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