突然而来的多愁善感

at the graduation day, friday night or last night....i 4got

there a friend asking me, yee yan, she said, i'll be more happy if i graduate with sin min's student

i got no answer...really, i never think before, but before that, i got some feeling that,

very 可惜,in the 毕业刊 , my pic is absent, in the class photo, there are without me....

yesterday, i'm not so happy, because...

i found that, i did not gain anyting...

specially friendship....yes i do, sure got

but the place is too "narrow" 4 me to stand

y?

in new school, sure, their friendship is made up in few years,

i'm just one year, n, there r many ppl i did not knew, that y, i cannot go in to their life...

everyone 1 hang out with friend in friday....

erm, actually i got with some classmate , n some other class fren, with a teacher

but i'm still absent that day, i'm taking the sky look like going to rain be a reason

i feel stress...with someone not so 熟悉

teacher is my chemistry teacher, but, dunno,the relationship between my fren n teacher is damn good!

me, like a stranger, that y i feel stressed

its ok, becoz juz one year, i came to this school

i'm also not unhappy with these

another way, with last time's fren...

its same~

because, we r not near to each other, many of the event happened in sin min i also dunno,

in 51, there are no more me there...in my gang, not too worse la, but, the relationship also not like last time( of course, there are many thing happened between them)

sometime, really will felt that, i'm soo lonely

always alone, 5 years ago, i'm like that, now i'm like that too

last time transfer to sin min B

still ok la...4got, haha

but will scare...when u dunno anyone, and go into a strange place

holikacai, this year , got damn good de fren...

even through they are damn nice, but, still a wall between us

nono....there are wall in my surrounding...

luckily la, i'm still have a little hole 4 me...

ya tree hole, "ah jack kor kor" lool

haha, until, the only person met in internet,

can keep our relationship like that long...haha, hey, u should guang rong ok?

i din have other internet fren de...got la, in other address, but i wont contact them de

u r special, because i'm ur tree hole too, haha

haiz.....its ok la...

when we keep on in studies in university...we are seperate with each other too,

i think.....most of us....will have a best "tree hole", best fren, best partner,

n, he is my husband, urs husband or wife, right?

sure~! friendship is also play an important role, wat we can shopping together( ladies walk)

take a coffea, to crying when argue with bf, to 八卦, to chat, to hehehaha, to crazy,to sampat, to hiao also can~haha....

hmmm, maybe some my honey say, still got u beside me....^^

ya la...so find 1 day, lets hang out n sampat la~